The New Chapter In My Life...

since moved to the new school, lots of new thing i've experienced besides the new surrounding, the new bunch of colleague & the new bitter sweet challenges to face. the colleague so far so good except for one particular PK who seems to be so full of himself and care less of the peoples around him. but then, fuck him! he's not the one who's paying my salary and he's not the GB so...big deal! the other teachers are ok, the staff's ok but the people who lives around the school seams to be a bit ' kaypo'. but then, what's new?! it's always the same in any school especially in rural school... there are always a few kay po chi's around.....but, so far so good i guess.....hopefully it'll stay this way. i hate to work in a unconducive environment.... though i starts to settling in the new school, i miss my home sweet home. i can only comes home once in a fortnight. that means i can only on9 once in a fortnight as well since now the almighty GOVERNMENT wants to terminate all the schoolnet...hurrrmmmm....this what happens to us when there's the 'saya yang menurut perintah' policies.....even starting from next month, we're still not sure whether we'll still have 24hrs electricity...no clean water sources+no electricity...huuuhuhuuu...just great!!! whatever it is, i'll survive as always....caiyo!!! go, go fighting.....

layan....

lama dah x tgk cite hindustan....ari nie layan lah pulak...hehehe....walaupun aku dah pernah tgk cite tu 2-3 kali tp air mata tetap leleh.....huhuhuhu.....sedih siot......

rindu nyeee.....

yuhuuuu........dah 2 minggu aku dah tak update blog aku nie....huuhuhu....ciannye.....sekolah baru aku tu takde wireless....internet ade tp...mak datuk!!! slow giler!!!!!.....ari tu hari pertama jer keja kat sekolah baru tu terus dilanda banjir...hehehe...1st time turun ke pejabat naik perahu.....Kim bukan main suke lagi....dia kate "Mummy, bestlah sekolah kat sini, dapat turun sekolah naik perahu"....nasib baik lah banjir 2 hari jer....anyway, so far sekolah baru aku nie ok2 jer......lebih kurang macam sekolah lama aku gak....cuma kat sini susah nak gi mane2 sbb kena lalu jalan ladang...jauh tu beb...aku klau xde hal2 penting, mmg jgn harap aku nak gi mana2.....part paling best kat sini lak, boleh tak payah beli sayur kat pasar.....cari jer kat tepi2 jalan tu, confirm dapat midin, paku pakis & cendawan sawit....banyak pulak tu, klau org yg nak buat business kat pasar tamu, boleh buat byk untung tu.....kalau rajin memancing lak, confirm dapat ikan keli, toman & enseluai.....hehehehe....tu lah aktiviti2 aku di hujung minggu bila tak balik ke sibu skrg....esok klau ada masa aku update lagi k....nite2.....

Countdown

the count down really starts today...tomorrow we're going to the new school & a new chapter in life will starts itself all over again....i hope we could enjoy teaching in this new school like the previous one....wish us all best k....God bless.....

Happy St. Valentine's Day

It's been a couple of days since I last updated my blog....it's been a long & tiring weekend for my family and I. Anyway, today is St. Valentine's Day. So, what do you guys think of St. Valentine's Day? In my opinion, St. Valentine's Day is a day for us to celebrate the love that we have been spreading through out the year. It's the day where we should show our appreciation towards our love ones. Our love ones is not only restricted for our boyfriend or spouse but also our family and friends. Today is the day where we should rejoice and cherish the love that we have. You don't have to show your love to your love ones only today, because you supposed to love them every single day of you life and not only on St.Valentine's Day. So, do love, appreciate & cherish all your love ones now & forever......HAPPY ST.VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE......

masuk pra sekolah

semalam pk hem kat sekolah baru aku call my hubby & inform yg kimberly diterima masuk ke pra sekolah....bukan main gembira aku & hubby mendengar khabar tu...bukan ape...kimberly nie dari tahun lepas lagi dah beria-ia nak ke sekolah. kalau aku mengajar di bandar, dah lama dah aku hantar kim tu masuk ke taska, tapi ape boleh buat....rezeki aku buat masa ni dikawasan pedalaman... kalau aku & hubby gembira, tuan yang punya badan, lagi ler gembira...bukan main lagi dia mengajak aku dan & daddynya shopping barang keperluan untuk ke sekolah....so, untuk menunaikan permintaannya tu, pagi tadi kami sekeluarga dah pun pergi ke pusat bandar & shopping barang keperluan persekolahan kim...hehehe...bukan main lagi si kim2 nie...sampai je kat rumah, dia terus meragam kat depan cermin dgn kasut & bag baru dia....hehehehe....dah macam model lah pulak......anyway, hopefully when the actual day comes, dia masih lagi bersemangat macam hari nie.....

Tepu

semua yang perlu disiapkan sebelum pindah semua dah settle, tinggal yang tak settle lagi cume kete jer....harap2 dapat siap before hari selasa minggu depan sebab tghr tu dah nak balik ke sekolah.....kalau dok sana nanti mesti susah aku nak update blog nie sebab kat sane xde wireless... huuhuuuhuhuu......dahlah cuma dpt balik 2 minggu sekali...kalau nak penat boleh gak balik tiap2 minggu...huhuhu...sanggup ke aku nanti, sanggup ke kim2 ku dok bjam2 kat dlm kete tiap minggu....cian die......takpe lah...alah bisa tegal biasa kan.....

Happy Birthday Sweet Child Of Mine

wishing my beloved daughter a very happy birthday...may God bless you always sayang. Kim, mummy wants you to know that I'll always be there for you & I'll never ever left your side. Mummy will always love and cherish you for the rest of my life. You're the angel in my life and you have made my life complete. You're the child that I've never had & I pray to God that you'll always be mine... Amen....

Last day at SK Nanga Kua..

today is the last day we're at SKNK...huhuhuu....i feel so sad....i wish i can just bury myself in my pillow and cry my heart out.....i'm so mentally unprepared.....but then whatever it is, i have to toughen up & face the challenge.....what's life without any challenges right? go, go, fighting.....

Poems

actually sume poems yang aku post kan tadi dari koleksi aku di FB, tapi memandangkan FB dah nak tutup so aku abadikanlah kat blog nie pulak....sayang lak nak buang kan...bukan selalu ade idea yang kreatif camnie....anyway...enjoy reading k...

Smile

Smile...

People say smile and you'll cure

And some say laugh and all will be forgotten

But is it true?

Smile...

Could show how happy one can be

It could also hide how unhappy that person is

But which one is it?

Smile...

I smile a whole lot

When I'm at work or even when I'm at home

But could you tell weather I'm happy?

Smile...

Even when you are sad

Even more when you are weary and about to give up

But will it last?

Smile when you met me

Then look closely at my smile and tell me

Which smile that I'm having

But would you know?

Smile...

But if you look closer you'll see weariness

And if you look deeper into my eyes

You would only see a thousand river of tears.....

Love

Love is......

when you smile or shed a tear

just by a thought or a glimpse of him,

Love is......

when his voice is the first and the last

thing you would hear or remember each single day,

Love is......

when you're being selfless

and you would do everything for him,

Love is......

when you give more than you should

and receive less than what you deserve,

Love is.....

when it is so painful and hurtful

by just a simple word spoken by him,

Love is.....

when you appreciate and care for

the person you love now and forever,

Love is.....

honest and pure without prejudice

for you has made your promised in front of Lord God,

Love is.....

not to take for granted the person you love

coz it means you don't love her as much,

Love is.....

so sacred that it'll only last

if it is given by God or from God and not by another human being.

p/s: appreciate the one that you love and DO NOT take him or her for granted for you'll lose them one day.........

Cerita Kedai Kopi

jom kita cerita kedai kopi,

tapi jangan pulak ambik hati,

ada seorang hamba tuhan,

perangainya sungguh aku tak tahan.

sungguh aku tak tahu mengapa,

tapi dia rasa dia tahu semua benda,

setiap kali aku berbicara,

pasti dia akan bersuara.

puas ku fikir dan ku ingat,

entah kenapa dia suka tunjuk 'kuat',

kalau ada yang dia tak puas hati,

cakap terus terang jangan dok menyakitkan hati.

setiap kali aku berbual dengan teman,

dia pasti menyampuk bagai tak makan saman,

aku pun hairan sampai kepala pun dok pening,

entah kenapa mamat tu suka pasang 'pending'.

p/s: kalau kita tak suka orang tu, dok diam2 je lah...jgn dok menyibuk....dah baik org tu tak kacau kita jgn lak kacau org yeee......

A Time For Everything

There's a time for everything,

A time to be happy and to be sad,

A time to be love and out of love,

A time to laugh and to cry.

There's a time for everything,

A time to give and to get,

A time to appreciate and to take for granted,

A time to love and to hate.

Above all,

There's time to be weary,

There's time to be tired,

And time for everything.

home sweet home

we're finally back from sri aman....what a great CNY holidays we had.....wish we could stay there longer but the holiday is almost gone....furthermore, we're asked to report duty at the new school this coming monday.....hhmmm....i wonder, how the new school will be....anyway, it's good to be home and have a short rest before starts packing our things at school.....

Shopping.....

hari nie aku & family pergi last minutes CNY shopping.....yang paling suke kimberly & daddy dier ler....2-2 dapat apa yang dah lama diidam-idamkan.....si daddy dah dapat ps3 idaman hati, si kimberly lak dah dapat gelang pujaan....hehehehe....si mummy pun ape kurangnya.....idaman kalbu dah ditangan.....hehehe....anyway, i can't wait for CNY....gong xi, gong xi....

Differences between real love and the feeling of content

Real love keeps no records of wrongs. It always hopes, always trusts, and always preservers. It does not boast. It is not easily angered. It never makes you weary or tired to love or being loved. It rejoices in the truth. There's no prejudice in real love. And it is never self-seeking. There is divine beauty in a relationship built on this kind of love reciprocated between two people.

In contrast, the feeling of content, would be one without trust and perseverance. One that is easily withdrawn when anger ensues and where wrongs are recorded. It is not one that rejoices in truth, but one built on fear. It is done due to necessity or due to scared of rejection. It should not call love because the relationship is not built on REAL LOVE....It happens due to a person who scares of being lonely and spending the rest of their life alone......

holiday..

last friday was the last day of school before the CNY holidays start. ingatkan sabtu bolehlah relax2 kat umah....tup2 awal pagi semalam member call, inform yang sekolah banjir......oh tidakkkkkk!!!! barang2 kami sekeluarga semua masih kat bawah lagi. tak sangka lak cuti CNY nie sekolah boleh banjir...sebab masa cuti hujung tahun hari tu walaupun selalu hujan tapi tak lak banjir. berbalik kepada cerita banjir tu, aku dah masuk 3 tahun dok kat sekolah ni tp blum pernah lagi aku kena bjalan kaki masuk ke sekolah....maka semalam....tercatatlah sejarah, buat pertama kali aku tpaksa bjalan kaki sejauh 5.5km masuk ke sekolah gara2 jalan tak dapat dilalui kerna banjir..... mak oooiiiiii......seksa nya.....dahlah kena naik turun bukit, kena meredah air setinggi aras dada lak tu....huhuuhu....harunye.....pergi balik lak kena jalan kaki........iskh3....kalau tak kerana nak menyelamatkan barang2 kite org kat sekolah, tak hingin aku nak jalan kaki sejauh 11km dalam satu hari....huhuhuu.....akibatnya...hari nie aku dan suami 2-2 sakit badan especially bahagian kaki...huhuhu...naya nya......hopefully lepas nie sekolah dah tak banjir lagi....even kalau nak banjir pon janganlah sampai masuk rumah ye.......

gud morning.....

selamat pagi semua......semoga hari nie membawa keceriaan bagi aku.....minggu nie aku tension jer dok kat sekolah.....tambah pulak dengan flu yang menyerang....huhuu...menambahkan tension yang semakin menjadi-jadi.....anyway, hopefully with a new day i'll have a new start and a wonderful day ahead.....god bless.....amen.....

help! i need somebody......

help! i need somebody.....help........(nyanyi ala2 the beatle...hehehe...). i'm actually wondering what can i do for my year 1 english class......my group A - hyper/extrovert, my group B - very introvert while my group C....hurrmmm.....ntahlah, aku sendiri pun tak tau nak cakap camne..... the only thing that can actually attract them to the lesson are through singing and games....but i can't conduct those two things for the whole lesson.....any idea anyone? do share if you do have some ideas k..

hello.....

tghari nie tak buat ape2.....semua dah settle pagi tadi....question papers-done, material for staffroom curtains-done, ration for this coming week-done....whats left is, to enjoy the rest of this beautiful & peaceful sunday and have a good zzzzzzzzzzzz...............

Tensionnnnn!!!!!

sometimes I just wish I could just shut the hell up everything arounds me....I'm just a normal human being who needs to be left alone sometimes and to pamper myself. I hate being the one whose doing the pampering and no one there to pamper me.....huhuhuhu....I never thought my life could be so pathetic...huh.... after everything I had been through before, this is the worse that thing ever happens to me......never the less, thank God I've experienced all the best thing in life or else, I would have missing all the best part of life that one should experience......

Blurrrrr.......

selepas jer confirm yang aku akan berpindah sekolah, aku langsung tak dapat buat ape2 keje hari nie....aku blur semacam jer....dari pagi tadi aku dok merenung buku RPH tapi tau ape yang nak ditulis....bila masuk kelas pun aku blur gak....bila aku tengok muka anak2 murid aku, aku jadi sedih pulak. lebih2 lagi murid2 tahun 3 aku. aku dah mengajar dia orang dari tahun 1 lagi...dah rasa macam anak2 aku pulak.....hurrmmm......nak mengajar pun dah takde mood camnie..... napelah aku kena pindah.....aku masih belum lagi dapat menerima kenyataan yang aku takkan berada disini lagi lepas CNY nie....

Redeployment

semalam aku dapat berita yang aku sendiri pun tak pasti sama ada berita baik atau pun buruk. ingat tak hari sabtu lepas, aku ada bagitau kat korang yang aku dan suami akan dipindahkan sekolah kan. so, semalam aku dah dapat confirmation dari PPD Selangau. kami berdua akan dipindahkan ke SK Sungai Anak dan bukan SK Nanga Selangau. hurrrmmm........should i suppose to be happy or not???? both school ada pros and cons.....kalau kat SK Ng. Selangau, senang nak balik rumah kat Sibu & dekat dengan pekan tapi takde quarters dan elaun pedalaman.....kalau kat sg. anak pulak, jauh dari rumah dan jauh dari pekan tapi ada quarters & elaun pedalaman, P2 lagi tu......extra RM1000 tu tau....... hurrmmmm......kalau korang jadi aku, korang pilih yang mana satu???? well....whatever it is, pejabat dah tentukan yang kita berdua confirm kat SK Sg. Anak. so, wish us the best k......hopefully sekolah tu best macam sekolah kami berdua sekarang.......i will surely miss you SK Ng. Kua.......

Sunday morning.....

woke up this morning to a very wet sunday.....and it has not stop raining yet...hurrmmmm......wondering what to do with all the clothes. well, had porridge for brunch just now and done with the housekeeping.... it's time to relax and enjoy the weekend movies.....need all the energy needed for tommorrow.......

Our family vacation

I'm so sad....

I got a very bad news this afternoon. An officer from our PPD Selangau called up and told us that the BOSS asked her to inform us that THEY(the PPDS) wants to transfer us to another school.....huhuhuhuu....I really thought all these transfer/reshuffle thing has already been settled. I was so pissed off when i got the news. so i told the officer that if they can't transfer us to another P school then they better transfers us back to Sibu where we can stay at our own house. Aaaarrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i've just grown to like the present school so much & we plan to stay there for another 5-6 yrs time......huhuhuhuhu.......hopefully they can resolve this matter ASAP! i hate waiting so much, especially when there are no certainty........

Hello...

wah...lamanya saya dah tak login kat blog nie dah almost 1 year kan...bukan ape..masa tu masih buta blog lagi...hehehe....hopefully dgn azam baru tahun ni dah tak buta blog lagi kan.....