Shopping.....

hari nie aku & family pergi last minutes CNY shopping.....yang paling suke kimberly & daddy dier ler....2-2 dapat apa yang dah lama diidam-idamkan.....si daddy dah dapat ps3 idaman hati, si kimberly lak dah dapat gelang pujaan....hehehehe....si mummy pun ape kurangnya.....idaman kalbu dah ditangan.....hehehe....anyway, i can't wait for CNY....gong xi, gong xi....

Differences between real love and the feeling of content

Real love keeps no records of wrongs. It always hopes, always trusts, and always preservers. It does not boast. It is not easily angered. It never makes you weary or tired to love or being loved. It rejoices in the truth. There's no prejudice in real love. And it is never self-seeking. There is divine beauty in a relationship built on this kind of love reciprocated between two people.

In contrast, the feeling of content, would be one without trust and perseverance. One that is easily withdrawn when anger ensues and where wrongs are recorded. It is not one that rejoices in truth, but one built on fear. It is done due to necessity or due to scared of rejection. It should not call love because the relationship is not built on REAL LOVE....It happens due to a person who scares of being lonely and spending the rest of their life alone......

holiday..

last friday was the last day of school before the CNY holidays start. ingatkan sabtu bolehlah relax2 kat umah....tup2 awal pagi semalam member call, inform yang sekolah banjir......oh tidakkkkkk!!!! barang2 kami sekeluarga semua masih kat bawah lagi. tak sangka lak cuti CNY nie sekolah boleh banjir...sebab masa cuti hujung tahun hari tu walaupun selalu hujan tapi tak lak banjir. berbalik kepada cerita banjir tu, aku dah masuk 3 tahun dok kat sekolah ni tp blum pernah lagi aku kena bjalan kaki masuk ke sekolah....maka semalam....tercatatlah sejarah, buat pertama kali aku tpaksa bjalan kaki sejauh 5.5km masuk ke sekolah gara2 jalan tak dapat dilalui kerna banjir..... mak oooiiiiii......seksa nya.....dahlah kena naik turun bukit, kena meredah air setinggi aras dada lak tu....huhuuhu....harunye.....pergi balik lak kena jalan kaki........iskh3....kalau tak kerana nak menyelamatkan barang2 kite org kat sekolah, tak hingin aku nak jalan kaki sejauh 11km dalam satu hari....huhuhuu.....akibatnya...hari nie aku dan suami 2-2 sakit badan especially bahagian kaki...huhuhu...naya nya......hopefully lepas nie sekolah dah tak banjir lagi....even kalau nak banjir pon janganlah sampai masuk rumah ye.......

gud morning.....

selamat pagi semua......semoga hari nie membawa keceriaan bagi aku.....minggu nie aku tension jer dok kat sekolah.....tambah pulak dengan flu yang menyerang....huhuu...menambahkan tension yang semakin menjadi-jadi.....anyway, hopefully with a new day i'll have a new start and a wonderful day ahead.....god bless.....amen.....

help! i need somebody......

help! i need somebody.....help........(nyanyi ala2 the beatle...hehehe...). i'm actually wondering what can i do for my year 1 english class......my group A - hyper/extrovert, my group B - very introvert while my group C....hurrmmm.....ntahlah, aku sendiri pun tak tau nak cakap camne..... the only thing that can actually attract them to the lesson are through singing and games....but i can't conduct those two things for the whole lesson.....any idea anyone? do share if you do have some ideas k..

hello.....

tghari nie tak buat ape2.....semua dah settle pagi tadi....question papers-done, material for staffroom curtains-done, ration for this coming week-done....whats left is, to enjoy the rest of this beautiful & peaceful sunday and have a good zzzzzzzzzzzz...............

Tensionnnnn!!!!!

sometimes I just wish I could just shut the hell up everything arounds me....I'm just a normal human being who needs to be left alone sometimes and to pamper myself. I hate being the one whose doing the pampering and no one there to pamper me.....huhuhuhu....I never thought my life could be so pathetic...huh.... after everything I had been through before, this is the worse that thing ever happens to me......never the less, thank God I've experienced all the best thing in life or else, I would have missing all the best part of life that one should experience......

Blurrrrr.......

selepas jer confirm yang aku akan berpindah sekolah, aku langsung tak dapat buat ape2 keje hari nie....aku blur semacam jer....dari pagi tadi aku dok merenung buku RPH tapi tau ape yang nak ditulis....bila masuk kelas pun aku blur gak....bila aku tengok muka anak2 murid aku, aku jadi sedih pulak. lebih2 lagi murid2 tahun 3 aku. aku dah mengajar dia orang dari tahun 1 lagi...dah rasa macam anak2 aku pulak.....hurrmmm......nak mengajar pun dah takde mood camnie..... napelah aku kena pindah.....aku masih belum lagi dapat menerima kenyataan yang aku takkan berada disini lagi lepas CNY nie....

Redeployment

semalam aku dapat berita yang aku sendiri pun tak pasti sama ada berita baik atau pun buruk. ingat tak hari sabtu lepas, aku ada bagitau kat korang yang aku dan suami akan dipindahkan sekolah kan. so, semalam aku dah dapat confirmation dari PPD Selangau. kami berdua akan dipindahkan ke SK Sungai Anak dan bukan SK Nanga Selangau. hurrrmmm........should i suppose to be happy or not???? both school ada pros and cons.....kalau kat SK Ng. Selangau, senang nak balik rumah kat Sibu & dekat dengan pekan tapi takde quarters dan elaun pedalaman.....kalau kat sg. anak pulak, jauh dari rumah dan jauh dari pekan tapi ada quarters & elaun pedalaman, P2 lagi tu......extra RM1000 tu tau....... hurrmmmm......kalau korang jadi aku, korang pilih yang mana satu???? well....whatever it is, pejabat dah tentukan yang kita berdua confirm kat SK Sg. Anak. so, wish us the best k......hopefully sekolah tu best macam sekolah kami berdua sekarang.......i will surely miss you SK Ng. Kua.......

Sunday morning.....

woke up this morning to a very wet sunday.....and it has not stop raining yet...hurrmmmm......wondering what to do with all the clothes. well, had porridge for brunch just now and done with the housekeeping.... it's time to relax and enjoy the weekend movies.....need all the energy needed for tommorrow.......

Our family vacation

I'm so sad....

I got a very bad news this afternoon. An officer from our PPD Selangau called up and told us that the BOSS asked her to inform us that THEY(the PPDS) wants to transfer us to another school.....huhuhuhuu....I really thought all these transfer/reshuffle thing has already been settled. I was so pissed off when i got the news. so i told the officer that if they can't transfer us to another P school then they better transfers us back to Sibu where we can stay at our own house. Aaaarrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i've just grown to like the present school so much & we plan to stay there for another 5-6 yrs time......huhuhuhuhu.......hopefully they can resolve this matter ASAP! i hate waiting so much, especially when there are no certainty........

Hello...

wah...lamanya saya dah tak login kat blog nie dah almost 1 year kan...bukan ape..masa tu masih buta blog lagi...hehehe....hopefully dgn azam baru tahun ni dah tak buta blog lagi kan.....